I just sat up in my bed on the note application on my phone. and wrote the saddest poem I've ever written. I think it might have been beautiful. when it was finished I read it over and I cried. I cried pretty good. it was titled "When I don't Exist" I accidentally deleted it. Really makes me wonder if anyone else would have cried reading it. I may attempt to rewrite it. maybe its better left unshared.
Can't help but wonder though. Could it have changed the minds of anyone? Would it make anyone think differently about anything? Would it save lives? probably not. but one likes to think that he can make a difference in someones life.

I love you
Andy